Optismism

Becuase of my pain and differrent situations ive endures, ive kinda lost the innocents of a child. Its lead me to look at people wit a differrent outlook. It leads me to always expect people to let me down and not b true. But im tryin this new thing now, instead of being so pessimistic thinkin no one is really true imma b optismistic. I am going to actually let people pass the walls ive put up. Now im not going to b dumb ya so dont think that imma b smart wit it. Just not as extreme. So ya pray for me imma let you know how it goes.